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Relevant.
this is how it happens for me. I always hate it.
When you have insomnia, you’re never really asleep… and you’re never really awake.
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i was talking to this girl, and we liked eachother, but see she and i started talking less and less then my feelings moved to another girl i was talking to. i really care about this one. she’s different from others ya know, and she’s really beautiful from the inside and outside. and when the first girl found out i was talking to someone else, she got so angry with me and i cant stand people being angry at me. i didnt want to hurt her but i thought she was moving on. so me and her kept argueing and i lied to her in the beginning, i’ll man up. i told her i wasnt going to lie. i didnt know what to do, the second girl asked me not to tell anyone about “me and her”, so i didnt want to tell the first girl at first but when the first girl got so angry with me and just kept on just pushing the hurt back in my face i lost it, i told her the big truth about the second girl and then she still kept pushing it in my hair and i just couldnt take it. ive never had a girlfriend to not cheat or lie to me before; i was tired of being the nicest guy ever so i just sed fuck off. and now i regret it because i just hate hurting people and no matter how cheese and crackers she tells me she is alright or just doesnt care… i dont care. she is hurt and i hurt her and i apologize but i dont have the same hard feelings for her and she is sooo mad at me. why should anyone be so made at me, my feelings changed over time. im happy at the girl my feelings point to, she makes my insides giggle its awesome, i dont want to be considered a liar, i dont want to be considered any less than anyone thinks of me im a good guy. im not a cheater, and when i have a gf i stay with the same girl and dont flirt around or anything. but as of my single stage im not trying to hurt anyone i never am. im sorry i hurt her, but i was single and she was too. i care for this girl for the weird less amount of time weve been talking i really like her. she’s awesome, alot like me. im not a bad guy. im not a dick, and i will never be one. i despise dicks with a passion and i wish maybe someday i can share it with sumone hopefully that sumone as my girlfriend. p.s. idgaf about grammer right now so foo yuu grammer fiends. i wanna tell her about these feelings but maybe, just maybe she’ll read this and let me know she has.
